A major work God has been bringing and re-bringing to my attention is peace. Not the appearance of peace, or the quietness of peace, not even the meditative kind. I'm thirsting for the peace that transcends all understanding, the peace Jesus owns. Its the kind that asks for my burdens, a peace that comes from trusting in the unseen supreme Christ in trials and banality.
My mind needs transformation. I have gone through many changes by turning to the power of Jesus... Repentance in my life glorifies God and heals me (win,win). I remain teachable and hopeful for newness.
The Spiritual armor of God talks about the Helmet of Salvation. In the spirit world my head ought to be protected by Jesus' salvation (peace He paid for). So in my times of prayer alone I call for God to bless me daily with understanding the Truth of His Salvation. That salvation would protect my thoughts, eliminate anxiety.
I grew up fatherless, with an undisciplined mind (lots of tv too): sway according to attraction, pleasure demonic or angelic influence. I grew to be an artist and a philosopher chasing after experience, observation and documentation.
When the bottom fell out I was in mental hospitals being prayed over. Sick with "psychotic episodes" and an onslaught of manic thoughts. When daylight returned to me I was diagnosed Bi-Polar 1. For the last ten years I have delt, learned, medicated and treated this illness. All at secular facilities, seeing psychiatrists that "box" Christians, through the years the dosage has gone up.
I know Jesus Christ to be a healer, of cancer, of concussions, and of my broken heart. Ever since I returned to Chicago I have sought to ask God about Romans 12:2. (Is that for everyone except for me?) My illness is manageable by His grace and God is using the meds but what about God's claim via Paul to transform a mind that no longer conforms to the patterns of the world.
I now know that mental illness of my type is heavily related to spiritual warfare. I was "normal" until 23. I have read Christian books by Christian Psychiatrists that affirm this manner of Satan seeping in. Through drugs, drinking, my own thoughts about God, my placing my faith in the wrong things.
Now I am a man of peace. Secure in God shepherding my steps. Putting on the helmet of salvation transforming my mind by the "whatevers" (True, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable). Faith brings me peace. So I wonder when is God going to take me off of the medicine?
Monday, February 13, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Holy Spirit's Authorship
Bless the Words of Scriptures -grant a loving discipline for me the reader Lord God. Teach me to search for correct meaning and hold You accountable to Your promises and attributes. Teach me O Holy Spirit to receive what's on the page and not what I want the pages to tell me. I live differently because Your instruction contained in the Scriptures.
Keep me teachable Holy Spirit because I haven't been called to follow my heart or to respond out of emotion. I must respond to Your Word. Your Word is more reliable for life than my own heart, my own understanding, my parents ways, or submission to obeying every law.
To know You is to pursue You, Jesus, AKA Word of God. As I chase you, Holy Spirit sanctify. Fuel this partnership until Christ returns. Your Bible speaks to me: causing me to underline, pray and envelope your declarations. Your plan is made famous in Scriptures, where else should I look for the direction of my life than in your Masterpiece?
But now at Moody, so much of your Word can be compartmentalized, tallied, cross-referenced, trended and extracted by the advancement of technology... Keep me from study habits that offer Scripture without Your revelation! No other moment in time has the possibility of studying your Word been so easy. Hold me God to a higher accountability for what I know about your grace and mercy and the Truth that never changes.
Give me application of faith when reading your Scrolls. Refine my study methods, apologetic and teachers. Gift your Holy Spirit's authorship over all my spiritual understanding. Help me conform to you Lord Jesus. That I would decrease and You increase.
Thanks for Your Word,
Nic
Keep me teachable Holy Spirit because I haven't been called to follow my heart or to respond out of emotion. I must respond to Your Word. Your Word is more reliable for life than my own heart, my own understanding, my parents ways, or submission to obeying every law.
To know You is to pursue You, Jesus, AKA Word of God. As I chase you, Holy Spirit sanctify. Fuel this partnership until Christ returns. Your Bible speaks to me: causing me to underline, pray and envelope your declarations. Your plan is made famous in Scriptures, where else should I look for the direction of my life than in your Masterpiece?
But now at Moody, so much of your Word can be compartmentalized, tallied, cross-referenced, trended and extracted by the advancement of technology... Keep me from study habits that offer Scripture without Your revelation! No other moment in time has the possibility of studying your Word been so easy. Hold me God to a higher accountability for what I know about your grace and mercy and the Truth that never changes.
Give me application of faith when reading your Scrolls. Refine my study methods, apologetic and teachers. Gift your Holy Spirit's authorship over all my spiritual understanding. Help me conform to you Lord Jesus. That I would decrease and You increase.
Thanks for Your Word,
Nic
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Holy Heavenly Father
I found myself riverside on the Chicago river. The river was still, perfect to gaze at the reflection of branches on this mild winter day. I was lonesome but seeking after God. I thought about the Lord's prayer and how and why it started the way it did. "Our father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name." upon further reflection, I personalized it and rendered my own translation: Our Holy Heavenly Father.
As I meditated on this I started slowly repeating it over and over. Making each word count, searching in my mind for the most fitting definition for the words "Holy", "Heavenly", and "Father". I inhaled and exhaled between each word. I got good synonyms for Father and Holy. But I noticed that calling God heavenly was new to me -That is His address, His home, da crib.
I always believed he was heavenly but never knew what that implies. It means that earth is not His dwelling place. Before I could despair, I remembered the next line. Jesus prays for God to come to earth: "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done." Its almost as if God visits His creation only when asked to.
So I continued meaningfully repeating "Holy Heavenly Father" in the stillness of bare trees, brown leaves, graffittied rocks and littered shore line. I was inviting God's presence to join me. Progressively I noticed little sparrows landing in the trees across the river chirping to their hearts content. Soon I was sky was flooded with bird chirps all around me. I got the chills and prayed for His will for my life. Creation is eager to bring glory to God. Especially me.
As I meditated on this I started slowly repeating it over and over. Making each word count, searching in my mind for the most fitting definition for the words "Holy", "Heavenly", and "Father". I inhaled and exhaled between each word. I got good synonyms for Father and Holy. But I noticed that calling God heavenly was new to me -That is His address, His home, da crib.
I always believed he was heavenly but never knew what that implies. It means that earth is not His dwelling place. Before I could despair, I remembered the next line. Jesus prays for God to come to earth: "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done." Its almost as if God visits His creation only when asked to.
So I continued meaningfully repeating "Holy Heavenly Father" in the stillness of bare trees, brown leaves, graffittied rocks and littered shore line. I was inviting God's presence to join me. Progressively I noticed little sparrows landing in the trees across the river chirping to their hearts content. Soon I was sky was flooded with bird chirps all around me. I got the chills and prayed for His will for my life. Creation is eager to bring glory to God. Especially me.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Jeremiah 22:8-9
Jeremiah 22:8-9 "People from many nations will pass by this city (Jerusalem) and will ask one another, ‘Why has the LORD done such a thing to this great city?’ And the answer will be: ‘Because they have forsaken the covenant of the LORD their God and have worshiped and served other gods.’”
Deuteronomy 29:24-26 echo's this passage. It speaks of a similar destruction covering an entire land due to idol worship.
I am humbled in these passages, I fear the Lord because the beloved Creator is also the Jealous Destroyer. His very own people and place He promised so much glory to... Yet God devastates and crumbles them.
The concept of God being the God of "the now" is relevant here. That was then: Israel vows devotion, the Lord dwells. This is now: Israel forsakes the covenant, God brings destruction.
I think its interesting that Jerusalem isn't abandoned like a ghost town or becomes a town inhabited by invaders. Instead God brings destruction to His holy mount ruined.
I know that Jesus wept for Jerusalem upon His final entry into the city on Palm Sunday. Was Jeremiah in a similar situation? God has a love for this city, its people and its significance. Some forty years later after Jesus' death, Jerusalem was completely devastated again. Turned into a pile of rubble, so many dead. Was it because the Seed of Abraham was unimpressive to the residents? Christ, the Promise of God was among them yet ill received by a doubting Israel. The New Covenant, the everlasting one, was consummated and the people of Jerusalem in large part, dismissed it and did business as usual. Is the destruction of Jerusalem around 70 AD similar to the one Jeremiah speaks of around 586 BC because of who we are as children so short of the glory God has?
Deuteronomy 29:24-26 echo's this passage. It speaks of a similar destruction covering an entire land due to idol worship.
I am humbled in these passages, I fear the Lord because the beloved Creator is also the Jealous Destroyer. His very own people and place He promised so much glory to... Yet God devastates and crumbles them.
The concept of God being the God of "the now" is relevant here. That was then: Israel vows devotion, the Lord dwells. This is now: Israel forsakes the covenant, God brings destruction.
I think its interesting that Jerusalem isn't abandoned like a ghost town or becomes a town inhabited by invaders. Instead God brings destruction to His holy mount ruined.
I know that Jesus wept for Jerusalem upon His final entry into the city on Palm Sunday. Was Jeremiah in a similar situation? God has a love for this city, its people and its significance. Some forty years later after Jesus' death, Jerusalem was completely devastated again. Turned into a pile of rubble, so many dead. Was it because the Seed of Abraham was unimpressive to the residents? Christ, the Promise of God was among them yet ill received by a doubting Israel. The New Covenant, the everlasting one, was consummated and the people of Jerusalem in large part, dismissed it and did business as usual. Is the destruction of Jerusalem around 70 AD similar to the one Jeremiah speaks of around 586 BC because of who we are as children so short of the glory God has?
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Jeremiah 17: 9-10
Jeremiah 17:9-10. "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it? 'I the LORD search the heart and examine the mind, to reward each person according to their conduct, according to what their deeds deserve.'”
This might be the third most famous quote in Jeremiah. (Only Jer 29:11, and Jer 31:31-34 tend out-shine this one). Some popular secular mantras come in great conflict with God's Word here. We're told to "follow your heart" or "Listen to your heart" "what you feel in your heart correct." This is an popular illusion (lie) that our hearts a good, truthful and contain our destiny. However, Jeremiah clearly warns us here: the heart is deceitful and beyond cure, this is fact, not debatable according to this passage.
Here are a summation of the truths found in Jer 17:9.
1. The natural state of everyone's heart is deceitful, permanently.
2. There is no cure: for all our lives we manage a deceitful heart.
3. No human can understand the heart (implied by rhetorical question).
4. The heart is the strongest agent of deception. Above all things: move over idols, addictions and spirits. After Satan, the biggest deceiver is our own heart.
So my heart cannot be cured (permanently fixed) from deception -no matter how godly, how holy, or how much God uses me. There remains an agent present in my heart, able to deceive me until the day I die.
Similarly, the sin-nature (originating from Adam and Eve act of sin) inhabits permanently as well. No matter how many days since spiritual new birth in Christ, my heart still has the potential to be bent towards doing sin. I will never live cured (without a trace deceit) -but Jesus Christ can manage my deceit-disease, He can lodge His Spirit in my heart, and grow me from all afflictions of deceit.
In living, we must seek a pure heart or accept a deceitful one.
I think the spiritual disciplines in my faith life help me commit to seeking a pure heart. Praying for a pure heart must be done daily. Worship often, read Scripture daily, sing hymns, fast etc... A preacher once told me that inside of me are two dogs. The dog of a godly nature and the dog of a sin nature. They are fighting and barking at each other daily. They both are stuck in me, the only thing I can do is feed them. I choose the portions and the quality of the food: as I feed one, the other grows weaker and quiet. -I much choose to make all of my life into food for the godly dog, that his bark would be greater and louder and more frequent. Again this doesn't point to a cured state, rather a trained and conditioned Christ-centered heart being sanctified.
Now in verse ten Jeremiah states that only God can search and know our hearts. So even though no human can understand the heart, God knows it (which is a step beyond understanding it). Thankfully God gives, blesses, and delights in looking at the heart set on purity(verse 10). The implication here is that somewhere, somehow our heart of deceitfulness becomes able to earn a reward from God for good "conduct and deserving deeds."
There is no confidence/truth in thinking that our hearts are the safest operating center to receive orders from. Emotion and feelings are insulators to the content of the heart and that isn't a good thing. We must anchor ourselves on the Rock of our Salvation, our Redeemer Jesus Christ. Faith that is anchored on this eternal truth is deeper then our feelings, and emotions and truer to the Living God. Let us be rewarded by God for seeking a pure heart and inviting Christ's indwelling Spirit.
This might be the third most famous quote in Jeremiah. (Only Jer 29:11, and Jer 31:31-34 tend out-shine this one). Some popular secular mantras come in great conflict with God's Word here. We're told to "follow your heart" or "Listen to your heart" "what you feel in your heart correct." This is an popular illusion (lie) that our hearts a good, truthful and contain our destiny. However, Jeremiah clearly warns us here: the heart is deceitful and beyond cure, this is fact, not debatable according to this passage.
Here are a summation of the truths found in Jer 17:9.
1. The natural state of everyone's heart is deceitful, permanently.
2. There is no cure: for all our lives we manage a deceitful heart.
3. No human can understand the heart (implied by rhetorical question).
4. The heart is the strongest agent of deception. Above all things: move over idols, addictions and spirits. After Satan, the biggest deceiver is our own heart.
So my heart cannot be cured (permanently fixed) from deception -no matter how godly, how holy, or how much God uses me. There remains an agent present in my heart, able to deceive me until the day I die.
Similarly, the sin-nature (originating from Adam and Eve act of sin) inhabits permanently as well. No matter how many days since spiritual new birth in Christ, my heart still has the potential to be bent towards doing sin. I will never live cured (without a trace deceit) -but Jesus Christ can manage my deceit-disease, He can lodge His Spirit in my heart, and grow me from all afflictions of deceit.
In living, we must seek a pure heart or accept a deceitful one.
I think the spiritual disciplines in my faith life help me commit to seeking a pure heart. Praying for a pure heart must be done daily. Worship often, read Scripture daily, sing hymns, fast etc... A preacher once told me that inside of me are two dogs. The dog of a godly nature and the dog of a sin nature. They are fighting and barking at each other daily. They both are stuck in me, the only thing I can do is feed them. I choose the portions and the quality of the food: as I feed one, the other grows weaker and quiet. -I much choose to make all of my life into food for the godly dog, that his bark would be greater and louder and more frequent. Again this doesn't point to a cured state, rather a trained and conditioned Christ-centered heart being sanctified.
Now in verse ten Jeremiah states that only God can search and know our hearts. So even though no human can understand the heart, God knows it (which is a step beyond understanding it). Thankfully God gives, blesses, and delights in looking at the heart set on purity(verse 10). The implication here is that somewhere, somehow our heart of deceitfulness becomes able to earn a reward from God for good "conduct and deserving deeds."
There is no confidence/truth in thinking that our hearts are the safest operating center to receive orders from. Emotion and feelings are insulators to the content of the heart and that isn't a good thing. We must anchor ourselves on the Rock of our Salvation, our Redeemer Jesus Christ. Faith that is anchored on this eternal truth is deeper then our feelings, and emotions and truer to the Living God. Let us be rewarded by God for seeking a pure heart and inviting Christ's indwelling Spirit.
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Jeremiah 15:17-18
Jeremiah 15:17-18. "I (Jeremiah) never sat in the company of revelers, never made merry with them; I sat alone because your hand was on me and you had filled me with indignation. Why is my pain unending and my wound grievous and incurable? You are to me like a deceptive brook, like a spring that fails."
Jeremiah expresses frustrations in his conversation with God here. God had chosen him as His prophet, Jeremiah delighted in getting to know God's Word and suffered willingly for a long time because there was joy in his heart. However, for some time now as things started to unravel for Judah and the false prophets were talking about a god who is coming to save Judah and Israel again. Jeremiah in contrast, speaks about captivity, famine, swords, and death.
So Jeremiah is emotional and expressing to God verses 17 and 18. In 17 Jeremiah talks about his obedience to God's call and what sacrifices he made. He is enduring much rejection and affliction from others. His heart starts to rebel against God. In 18 Jeremiah says his wound is too big for God to heal... and that God is a mirage, a fake not reliable to refresh. So God being a "Spring of living water" (in chapter 2 verse 13) has now become a "deceptive brook."
Under affliction of spiritual doubt, Jeremiah temperamentally lashed out at God because Judah has abandoned his prophesying. Yet God is good to reply to Jeremiah amid his sinning. In Jer 15:19 God asks for Jeremiah to repent and return to Him. His words have become "worthless" and "not noble". God makes Jeremiah see that it is for Judah to return to him and not him to conform to Judah. After this instruction and insight, God gracefully reassures the prophet that He is with him in Verse 20.
In my life, God has allowed me the trial of facing debt. Up until now, I have tried to ignore it. However, this enslavement has been heavy on my thoughts provoking worry and anxiety. This condition of living, this enslavement has stumbled my walk with the Lord. I don't see God as He really is: sovereign in allowing this debt to shape me. God is saying "Trust me." and I'm like "but this... but that -get this monkey off my back."
So what I did in response to the severity of my debt was to launch into a fast. I was desperate for God to show up and I was desperate for some action. So I forced this sacrifice upon me without preparation. The next morning I skipped all food and went to work. Instantly I was afflicted with a down-cast irritability so severe it was apparent on my face. People didn't approaching me, friends were asking if I was ok. My stomach was in knots and a pounding headache was hitting me hard. Suddenly I remember this passage of Scripture I read that morning, and how Jeremiah was wrong. -Totally incorrect in approaching God and belittling Him and casting doubt upon God instead of trust.
I decided that my fast was a "sacrifice" ahead of "giving my heart" to God about this. Like Jeremiah I felt God asking me to repent from my thinking/doubt/panic. God showed me that I needed His grace more than my own understanding or doing a fast. He was asking me to trust him and before fasting. So in remembering this passage, at my first break I ate some food and had some coffee. All the physical blockage was lifted and I was a joyful servant at work. People looked at me strangely, but I praise God because He used Scripture to talk me into the way He would have me go.
Jeremiah expresses frustrations in his conversation with God here. God had chosen him as His prophet, Jeremiah delighted in getting to know God's Word and suffered willingly for a long time because there was joy in his heart. However, for some time now as things started to unravel for Judah and the false prophets were talking about a god who is coming to save Judah and Israel again. Jeremiah in contrast, speaks about captivity, famine, swords, and death.
So Jeremiah is emotional and expressing to God verses 17 and 18. In 17 Jeremiah talks about his obedience to God's call and what sacrifices he made. He is enduring much rejection and affliction from others. His heart starts to rebel against God. In 18 Jeremiah says his wound is too big for God to heal... and that God is a mirage, a fake not reliable to refresh. So God being a "Spring of living water" (in chapter 2 verse 13) has now become a "deceptive brook."
Under affliction of spiritual doubt, Jeremiah temperamentally lashed out at God because Judah has abandoned his prophesying. Yet God is good to reply to Jeremiah amid his sinning. In Jer 15:19 God asks for Jeremiah to repent and return to Him. His words have become "worthless" and "not noble". God makes Jeremiah see that it is for Judah to return to him and not him to conform to Judah. After this instruction and insight, God gracefully reassures the prophet that He is with him in Verse 20.
In my life, God has allowed me the trial of facing debt. Up until now, I have tried to ignore it. However, this enslavement has been heavy on my thoughts provoking worry and anxiety. This condition of living, this enslavement has stumbled my walk with the Lord. I don't see God as He really is: sovereign in allowing this debt to shape me. God is saying "Trust me." and I'm like "but this... but that -get this monkey off my back."
So what I did in response to the severity of my debt was to launch into a fast. I was desperate for God to show up and I was desperate for some action. So I forced this sacrifice upon me without preparation. The next morning I skipped all food and went to work. Instantly I was afflicted with a down-cast irritability so severe it was apparent on my face. People didn't approaching me, friends were asking if I was ok. My stomach was in knots and a pounding headache was hitting me hard. Suddenly I remember this passage of Scripture I read that morning, and how Jeremiah was wrong. -Totally incorrect in approaching God and belittling Him and casting doubt upon God instead of trust.
I decided that my fast was a "sacrifice" ahead of "giving my heart" to God about this. Like Jeremiah I felt God asking me to repent from my thinking/doubt/panic. God showed me that I needed His grace more than my own understanding or doing a fast. He was asking me to trust him and before fasting. So in remembering this passage, at my first break I ate some food and had some coffee. All the physical blockage was lifted and I was a joyful servant at work. People looked at me strangely, but I praise God because He used Scripture to talk me into the way He would have me go.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Jeremiah 12:7-8
Jeremiah 12:7-8“I will forsake my house, abandon my inheritance; I will give the one I love into the hands of her enemies. My inheritance has become to me like a lion in the forest. She roars at me; therefore I hate her."
Contextually this is part of the response God gives when Jeremiah asks why the wicked prosper and the people of Judah suffer condemnation (Verse 1-2).
So God announces in verses 7 and 8 that He hates His own creation and more specifically His own people that He set apart ever since the Abrahamic covenant. To me here, God is telling Jeremiah: nations of unbelievers will subdue you and enslave you all for their own benefit because Judah remains disobedient. Simply put: the wicked prosper because God's people are disobedient... The goodness, the prosperity, the favor and the blessing are all foregone by Israel.
Why then does the prosperity surface among the enemies, the heathen? How is gifting ungodly people productive to bring repentance to Judah and Israel? Wouldn't that make God's people interested in the things of the heathen culture instead?
I think in verse 8 there is a sensitivity to the character of God in relation to His creation that I don't pick up on often. God says His inheritance was like a lion in the forest "roaring against me." To me this illustration recalls a tipping-point that happened to my mom. I grew up without a father so my pride and anger were often out of control. At about 13 years old I told my mother I hated her. I told her I would beat her that next time she tried to discipline me. She wept, one of the only times I ever saw her cry in my life. My mother never imagined she could be treated with so much hate by her son because of the love she continuously poured out.
So God the Creator is heart broken by Judah and illustrates it as a lion roaring back at Him. His free-willed creation provokes God to hate His creation. When the angel who became Satan rebelled in heaven God must have condemned him like He did to unrepentant Judah.
It is a great loss to God to see His own inheritance disown Him. I think also about the Judgment Seat and how hard it must be for Jesus to hand down condemnation on the ones He created. At times I even wonder why does God -in His all knowing, allow people to be born and never come to faith in Christ? I understand that we have free will and God desires a relationship with us... But from God's pre-destined, all knowing perspective: how could He create a people knowing full well that they will disobey and have eternity in hell from the day they are born?
Ultimately that doesn't matter to me because I do not know who is and isn't in the Book of Life. So I must love all with faith that God can save each of them. Jesus is mighty to save. Afterall, I never planned on being a Christian, but God revealed himself to me in the sacrifice of Jesus and His resurrection.
Contextually this is part of the response God gives when Jeremiah asks why the wicked prosper and the people of Judah suffer condemnation (Verse 1-2).
So God announces in verses 7 and 8 that He hates His own creation and more specifically His own people that He set apart ever since the Abrahamic covenant. To me here, God is telling Jeremiah: nations of unbelievers will subdue you and enslave you all for their own benefit because Judah remains disobedient. Simply put: the wicked prosper because God's people are disobedient... The goodness, the prosperity, the favor and the blessing are all foregone by Israel.
Why then does the prosperity surface among the enemies, the heathen? How is gifting ungodly people productive to bring repentance to Judah and Israel? Wouldn't that make God's people interested in the things of the heathen culture instead?
I think in verse 8 there is a sensitivity to the character of God in relation to His creation that I don't pick up on often. God says His inheritance was like a lion in the forest "roaring against me." To me this illustration recalls a tipping-point that happened to my mom. I grew up without a father so my pride and anger were often out of control. At about 13 years old I told my mother I hated her. I told her I would beat her that next time she tried to discipline me. She wept, one of the only times I ever saw her cry in my life. My mother never imagined she could be treated with so much hate by her son because of the love she continuously poured out.
So God the Creator is heart broken by Judah and illustrates it as a lion roaring back at Him. His free-willed creation provokes God to hate His creation. When the angel who became Satan rebelled in heaven God must have condemned him like He did to unrepentant Judah.
It is a great loss to God to see His own inheritance disown Him. I think also about the Judgment Seat and how hard it must be for Jesus to hand down condemnation on the ones He created. At times I even wonder why does God -in His all knowing, allow people to be born and never come to faith in Christ? I understand that we have free will and God desires a relationship with us... But from God's pre-destined, all knowing perspective: how could He create a people knowing full well that they will disobey and have eternity in hell from the day they are born?
Ultimately that doesn't matter to me because I do not know who is and isn't in the Book of Life. So I must love all with faith that God can save each of them. Jesus is mighty to save. Afterall, I never planned on being a Christian, but God revealed himself to me in the sacrifice of Jesus and His resurrection.
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