Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Asking Always Asking Abba






Our birthday girl Anna was carefully placed in her stander. She was adorned in a fancy dress, with a flower headband, and a tiara on top. Her favorite things were on the tables and in the decorations. We dedicated a little space for our guests to write a benediction for Anna if they wanted to. The place was humming in conversation as some gospel songs set the mood. There was an abundance of food and conversation. Thank you Lord.

At one point we gathered all the party-goers together in a circle for prayer. I focused on Anna who was across from me; I could tell she was gladly going along with the afternoon’s festivities. My nerves and manic thinking kicked in as the emotion of this significant event intersected with my public speaking. By God’s grace I made sense and kept things reeled in.

As Anna’s father, it was memorable how God brought together Anna’s servants, prayer warriors, friends, and family to celebrate how far she has come. We felt supported by grace and love.  I looked around at the people present and felt I could never thank them enough. Isn’t that how it feels in front of God, we can never thank Him enough?

We know that God didn’t make a mistake in Anna’s afflictions, or in giving her to us. Therefore, we trust that in His time He will heal and continue to meet our needs as we present them to Him. It’s this asking and waiting that has grown our faith life. Our journey with Anna has frequently put us in a place of need, which can be embarrassing or burdensome. We are left asking God through the intercessory prayer with e-mails, we ask God to meet our needs through His Body, for His glory. We ask God because we mess things up, it’s often too much. We ask God and we see His Church rise to the occasion as responders.

Locally we have people that listen and guide us, we receive many free meals throughout the year, free childcare, weekly helpers that help clean, and we have also received much for our material needs, all in the name of Jesus.

The Church abroad encourages us. Though we haven’t fellowshipped in years there are many praying and sending kind words to encourage us on the way.  Prayers are frequently being presented to the Lord pleading for Anna. I’m convinced that this is all otherworldly; it’s a Christ-in-them love that makes them still care for Anna and walk with us.

I know that in my flesh I would not have the attention span it takes to read these prayer e-mails unless inwardly compelled. That is why Jesus is the resurrection He came to indwell just as the New Covenant promised. Yes He died be the ransom for sinners, yes He died to restore our relationship with our Heavenly Father, and yes Jesus arose to indwell us with restorative, resurrection power that cares for the least of these.

Please Pray:
-Praise God for Anna receiving the CES waiver for Medicaid. This has been a year in the making, last summer we were denied without much clarity as to why. Lindsey resubmitted six weeks ago and were accepted! This means much in terms of more therapy, alternative therapy, respite (for date nights!!), mobility equipment for the house/car.
-Praise God for Fletcher Miller school. Our visit was good, they have so many accommodations there we hope to start at the beginning of April.  
-Praise God for a handle bar extension in Anna’s new wheel chair, it helps out a lot.
-Pray that the school nurse would call us to set up the “health plan”, she said she would last week but didn’t. I don’t know why she hasn’t yet.
-Pray for progress in therapy, Her OT is working on tongue movement. PT is focusing on tone managing, kneeling and walking at times.
-Pray for the walker we ordered that it would be approved and would arrive sooner than expected.
-Pray for God’s wisdom and direction regarding Anna’s reflux. We have compiled a chart, daily she refluxes 13-38 times. We are considering an intestinal liquid deposit tube so he stomach would be less filled. This is hard as a parent to watch and clean up. We are desperate for a touch from the Lord regarding this suffering. 

Thanks, 

Nic, Lindsey, Anna, and Simon

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